Bloody meh day.

This is what happens when your razor blades are dull and you have to use moistureising cream as shaving cream.
When I woke up today I barely were able to get out of bed. I went to bed “early” last night, which means 11pm, so I should feel all perky and happy after eight hours of sleep. At least that is what I assumed.
I almost woke up at around 6am (I only assume it, as I never looked at the clock); then I woke up at 7am, trying to prepare myself to get up by browsing the news on my iPod Touch. That failed as I suddenly fell asleep again. So the alarm went off at 8am and I was just lying in bed for 30 minutes or so, trying to gather my thoughts, pondering what I should do today and rest of the week.
Being so tired might just be a result of being unemployed and unmotivated by the whole job situation here in Australia.
If I only had money raining down on me for some reason or getting paid for writing I would probably be the happiest European in Australia now; but as my main focus is to find a job so I can have an income, my writing kind of takes the backseat at the moment.
It also does not help when Julia Gillard says: “Train young Aussies to replace overseas workers.” I do not mean to sound dramatic, but there is so much anti-immigration going on in Australia now I can not help but ask the question if ‘I still have any chances at all getting a job in Australia’?
To make my day more structured, especially to avoid my habit of napping, I have scheduled my day. So far it seems to be working fine; I just had to alter it a few times to add or remove time from different time slots.
It not only makes me feel a bit more organised, but I can actually look at my calendar and say ‘hey, I did not waste anytime today’.
I will try it out again tomorrow, but I guess eventually I will grow bored of it, like everything else.
.meh




