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That is me, clinging for my life, so I will not fall off the wall down on the ground, and die.

It suddenly came to me; I have an interest for design and I love t-shirts. So why not try to design my own t-shirts and hopefully earn some money from it by selling them online?
I started today working on some designs. Hopefully I will be able to open shop during the weekend.

The worst thing with being creative is that you can not be stressed or have any other form of negative thoughts in your mind. Which is slightly difficult when something has happened to someone close to you, struggling with money and people are bombarding you with suggestions what you should do; instead of asking what you want to do.

It is also of course worrying that I am just wasting my time with yet another deadend project.

I haven’t had any luck trying to find work the conventional way, so it is time to try something different. Well, the only way to see if it is worth trying is to give it all my attention. With certain things you have to jump in with both your feet. Dipping your toes in several different pools just to please everyone else is useless and a complete waste of time.

If you are going to do something you should always try to run the whole nine yards. Of course, it is better to have tried and failed than never tried at all; but if you are going to run those nine yeards, you need both your feet. Trying to run those nine yards will be a bit difficult when your other foot is elsewhere.

In for penny, in for pound!
My penny is that I have decided to give t-shirt design a go; so I need to give it all my attention, and that is my pound. Which I can not spend anywhere else as I see it!

Wish me luck on this one; and don’t hold back on t-shirt design suggestions (I will give you credit for it).