Sick of feeling sick
Felt like shit today when I woke up. As if someone had cracked open my spine, drained it for fluid it re-filled it with cement. And there is this annoying feeling that I might have cold, but then again not. I have no feeling is malaise, which is my foolproof sign I have come down with a cold. This time, it is just hanging around, taunting me, making me think I might wakeup one they with a horrible cold. But still, after a few weeks feeling like this, it just reminds me of ‘the boy who cried WOLF!’
I guess my damiana and beer indulgence didn’t help, but lately I couldn’t give a fuck. This cold hasn’t broken out and I’ve had a beer or two now and then. Nothing. No hangover, no breakout of a cold. Just this annoying poking. Highly doubt it is stress related. Not doing much, other than writing.
Can’t wait to see the last episode of Go Back To Where You Came From tomorrow on SBS. I expected that there would be a racist or two on the show, but not that racist and so open about it. I am absolutely shocked and disgusted. The cat hasn’t only caught my tongue. It has ripped it out, eaten it and shat it out, while having a big grin on its face.
Wonder why some non-Australians have given the impressions Aussies are racist? Because they have met one of these pissants. If someone should be deported it should be one of them. But I won’t cast the dices yet. But tomorrow, after the last episode, I will.
Watching it makes me want to pack up and leave with the missus, but on the other hand I also feel like staying to shake things up a bit. Try to be part of making this kind of attitude less accepted. Because the level of acceptance it has in Oz at the moment is shocking.
What is even more sad is how some people on Twitter feel bad for one of the worst racists on the show. Nice to see where their priorities are. Because the refugees you see on the show aren’t that important, right? Feeling bad for an ignorant dole bludger while there are so many refugees that need help.
And people wonder why I seem so pissed off when I write. Well look around you. Fools! Every lot off you. History keeps on repeating itself. Why bother trying to rebuild this shit hole of a planet?
Good night,
and good luck.
